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Friday, September 10, 2010
FML!
I cannot take it anymore longer. I want to say out everything.
I miss you, very very much. But there's nothing else I can do other than sitting down and watching the two of you being happy. I hate that feeling.
Whenever you have new personal message, i will definitely stumble onto it, and then , i will read it.
I miss you, very very much. But there's nothing else I can do other than sitting down and watching the two of you being happy. I hate that feeling.
Whenever you have new personal message, i will definitely stumble onto it, and then , i will read it.
I will think alot, wondering who are you referring to? Sometimes, i do get sad after reading your personal message, and I don't know why.
I kept telling you to have a long lasting relationship with him and then sometimes, i question myself, 'Did I do the right thing?' 'I don't know'.
I also don't know why am i thinking of you every night before i went to bed.
We promised each other to go back to the past but i don't feel the past presence at all.
Someone did told me that he's selfish, so, i am scared and thought to myself that 'Will he show his selfishness towards you, i hope not.'
Now, i am in a dilemma, i don't know what do i want and every time i approached , i will have the tensed feeling, all, i don't know why. That's why, i don't want to tell you how i feel, lest you think here, think there and tongues may wag, i don't want that. Sometimes, i do think whether are you treating me as a substitute, I hope not. I don't know if your friends treated me as a loser, and sometimes, i do feel that i am a loser. This september holiday, its sucks to the max, because i didn't communicate with you. I tried to forget you, but i just can't seem to accomplish that. You're really beautiful at the Fried Rice Paradise, like a princess. What i hope is that, you're really really happy with him and not okay, okay only. And, him, to treat you really really well. Remember, i will always be your listening ear and a shoulder if you need them.
I also don't know why am i thinking of you every night before i went to bed.
We promised each other to go back to the past but i don't feel the past presence at all.
Someone did told me that he's selfish, so, i am scared and thought to myself that 'Will he show his selfishness towards you, i hope not.'
Now, i am in a dilemma, i don't know what do i want and every time i approached , i will have the tensed feeling, all, i don't know why. That's why, i don't want to tell you how i feel, lest you think here, think there and tongues may wag, i don't want that. Sometimes, i do think whether are you treating me as a substitute, I hope not. I don't know if your friends treated me as a loser, and sometimes, i do feel that i am a loser. This september holiday, its sucks to the max, because i didn't communicate with you. I tried to forget you, but i just can't seem to accomplish that. You're really beautiful at the Fried Rice Paradise, like a princess. What i hope is that, you're really really happy with him and not okay, okay only. And, him, to treat you really really well. Remember, i will always be your listening ear and a shoulder if you need them.
As long as you're happy with everything, I am happy.
3:11 PM