Sunday, August 8, 2010
Finally, i am back to posting.
Happy? You should
I've not posted for more than 2months.
Too much things/events had happened.
I found out, i can't really do everything like 'SengHong DoEverything'
Right, i am able to solve other people's problems, definitely.
But, what about mine?
I really thought that i will be 'problems-free'.
But i was very very wrong.
After I finished salvaging other people's problem, Then my problems came.
I once thought there would definitely be 'Brothers Forever Scheme', until she came in.
I am not blaming her for this, its all my fault, i just have to shut my mouth up that day.
I was wrong, again.
Now, i have tons and tons of things to tell you, you, you and you..
You♥:
You hurt me. But, I still love you, really, i really cant forget you after the 1year and 8months. And you dont have to care for me as for now. Just let me care for you quietly, alright? One thing that puzzled me, why didnt you made known your feelings for me? Till then? I think its partially my fault too, my cowardly act uh. And ya, concentrate on your studies too. If i had asked you earlier, i guess everything would be very very different. But nevermind, I'll definitely wait for you, no matter what happens, no matter how long. Lastly, i can be your listening ear if you had any problems, just come to me. Okay, I promise you, I wont treat you as a stranger anymore, anyway since the start, i didnt treat you like that, is you thought too much uh. I'll wait for you, promise.
You:
Brother, I know alot of things happened between you, me and her. Till now, i know that you still blame me for everything. But you have to think. Things aren't as simple as you think. Think further and more. You'll get it someday. Anyway, you and her are together now. Just, treat her well and good. Lastlong.
You:
#06! Sorry uh. I think that I've hurt you that day, my bad. But think, what's the point of us being together if i cant really forget her? But we're still Brothers/Sisters! We are already so close although i only you less than two weeks ago. You are a very good girl. There are many guys out there who are way better me, trust me. Anything you want me to advice you on, tell me, just a text/call away. :)
You:
Forget about me if you haven't. If you already had, good. Then concentrate on your present, not past. He's your main priority, not me. I think its quite good, because of me feeling having a barrier between me and you, leading me not able to be like the way i used to be. This i really cant, i really tried to fufil that promise i promised you, but the barrier is still there, just that feeling. Thousand apologies. Anyway, just forget me, its better, do all of us involved good. Lastly, lastlong.
Now, i just hope that everything will be solved and go according to what I've wanted.
8:45 AM