TOHSENGHONG#06'S

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Actually, i've got alot of things to tell you.
But, the problem is, will you even heed my advices and listen to me?
I am not trying to interfere in to your relationship nor am i sabotaging it, i just want you to really know that you're happy with everything.
Know when to cry and when to get angry and most importantly, know when to be happy.

I want to see you smile everyday. :)

Dont worry. Just know wherever you are, I'll be your listening ear. :)

9:21 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Shall blog today, feel like it.

Eff, no tags. :( In the past, there will definitely be tags, nevermind, I'll wait.

Today, hmm... what did i do today, wait let me think.

After, Chiong like a (don't know what) home, shoer and met Kangjin, Xiaocap and Jiexuan for pool, 3pm at Admiralty Mac, my school ended at 2.10, so gotta chiong.

-POOL-

Had an super duper unusual fun today.

I seemed to forget every problems and what i've learnt today. :|

I'll scared I'll get addicted to pool after today. Someone save me. :(

Actually, i don't really mind paying for the food and the playing, cause its really worth it, i only spent $5.10. Cheap! :)
Okay end.

-BASKETBALL-

Played 4 matches, tired max., won all four! :)

Played with Ivan, 11-0

Played two 3-on-3 matches (with the same people)

.23-21

.23-14

Played one 5-0n-5 (with the same three people 2 of their friends)

23-10

I didn't got all that for nothing, i got 2 blisters. :(

Wish me good luck for the friendly match tomorrow. :)

-END-

8:06 PM

Monday, September 13, 2010

LIFE AND SCHOOL, ESPECIALLY HISTORY,

ARE SHIT WITHOUT YOU LA!

But, I'll have to overcome it and,

thanks for everything you gave me.

` No it's not alright
To pretend there's nothing wrong

` But it's gone on way too long
So we're finally moving on

4:19 PM

Friday, September 10, 2010

FML!

I cannot take it anymore longer. I want to say out everything.
I miss you, very very much. But there's nothing else I can do other than sitting down and watching the two of you being happy. I hate that feeling.
Whenever you have new personal message, i will definitely stumble onto it, and then , i will read it.

I will think alot, wondering who are you referring to? Sometimes, i do get sad after reading your personal message, and I don't know why.

I kept telling you to have a long lasting relationship with him and then sometimes, i question myself, 'Did I do the right thing?' 'I don't know'.
I also don't know why am i thinking of you every night before i went to bed.
We promised each other to go back to the past but i don't feel the past presence at all.
Someone did told me that he's selfish, so, i am scared and thought to myself that 'Will he show his selfishness towards you, i hope not.'
Now, i am in a dilemma, i don't know what do i want and every time i approached , i will have the tensed feeling, all, i don't know why. That's why, i don't want to tell you how i feel, lest you think here, think there and tongues may wag, i don't want that. Sometimes, i do think whether are you treating me as a substitute, I hope not. I don't know if your friends treated me as a loser, and sometimes, i do feel that i am a loser. This september holiday, its sucks to the max, because i didn't communicate with you. I tried to forget you, but i just can't seem to accomplish that. You're really beautiful at the Fried Rice Paradise, like a princess. What i hope is that, you're really really happy with him and not okay, okay only. And, him, to treat you really really well. Remember, i will always be your listening ear and a shoulder if you need them.

As long as you're happy with everything, I am happy.

3:11 PM

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Was bored while waiting for XiaoCap and KangJin.
So i decided to do this, by getting this from Roxanne. :)

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. HAVE FUN!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

- Everybody Learns From Disaster [ Dashboard Confessional ]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

- Michael Jackson Medley [ Sam Tsui Featuring Kurt Hugo ]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

- Buried A Lie [ Senses Fail ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

- OMG [ Usher Featuring Will.I.Am ]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

- Weakdays [ Young and Divine ]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

- Haven't Met You Yet [ Michael Buble ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

- Break Your Heart [ Jake, Frank and Kurt ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

- A lonely September [ Plain White T's ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

- The Remedy [ Jason Mraz ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

- Lucky Ones [ Faber Drive ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

- Mystery [ B2ST ]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

- Until Morning [ Dashboard Confessional ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

- Super Girl [ Jeff Darcy ]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

- Pumpkin Pie [ Evan Taubenfeld ]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

- If I Die Young [ The Band Perry ]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

- When I Look At You [ Miley Cyrus ]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

- We'll Be A Dream [ We The Kings Featuring Demi Lovato ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

- Oh! [ Girls Generation ]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

- Naturally [ Selena Gomez ]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

- Takin Back My Love [ Enrique Iglessias ]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

- Stella [ All Time Low ]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

- Cooler Than Me [ Mike Posner ]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

- Heaven [ Sam Tsui ]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

- Just The Way You Are [ Bruno Mars ]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

- Tough Love [ Forever The Sickest Kid ]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

- Impossible [ Shontelle ]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

- 1985 [ Bowling For Soup ]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

- The Rose [ Westlife ]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

- Something Bout Love [ David Archuleta ]

Some Answers are realistic, some aren't. :) Laughs. :)

3:41 PM

Saturday, August 28, 2010

MY EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER
This means what? I will have to wait for the results.
Some results are good, but i don't know the rest.
They might be bad, subjects like A.maths and physics. I will pray hard. :)

I am gonna update my results. :)
Some really satisfies me alot. :)

English: 17/25

Chinese: 31/56
E.Maths: 29/40
A.Maths: 19/35
Science (Chemistry): 37/40

Science(Physics): 30.5/40

Social Studies: 20/30

History: 18/30

Design and Technology: 19/30

Okay, gotta go, bye, thanks. I'm gone. :)

11:02 PM

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Finally, i am back to posting.
Happy? You should

I've not posted for more than 2months.

Too much things/events had happened.
I found out, i can't really do everything like 'SengHong DoEverything'

Right, i am able to solve other people's problems, definitely.

But, what about mine?

I really thought that i will be 'problems-free'.

But i was very very wrong.

After I finished salvaging other people's problem, Then my problems came.

I once thought there would definitely be 'Brothers Forever Scheme', until she came in.

I am not blaming her for this, its all my fault, i just have to shut my mouth up that day.

I was wrong, again.

Now, i have tons and tons of things to tell you, you, you and you..

You♥:
You hurt me. But, I still love you, really, i really cant forget you after the 1year and 8months. And you dont have to care for me as for now. Just let me care for you quietly, alright? One thing that puzzled me, why didnt you made known your feelings for me? Till then? I think its partially my fault too, my cowardly act uh. And ya, concentrate on your studies too. If i had asked you earlier, i guess everything would be very very different. But nevermind, I'll definitely wait for you, no matter what happens, no matter how long. Lastly, i can be your listening ear if you had any problems, just come to me. Okay, I promise you, I wont treat you as a stranger anymore, anyway since the start, i didnt treat you like that, is you thought too much uh. I'll wait for you, promise.

You:

Brother, I know alot of things happened between you, me and her. Till now, i know that you still blame me for everything. But you have to think. Things aren't as simple as you think. Think further and more. You'll get it someday. Anyway, you and her are together now. Just, treat her well and good. Lastlong.

You:

#06! Sorry uh. I think that I've hurt you that day, my bad. But think, what's the point of us being together if i cant really forget her? But we're still Brothers/Sisters! We are already so close although i only you less than two weeks ago. You are a very good girl. There are many guys out there who are way better me, trust me. Anything you want me to advice you on, tell me, just a text/call away. :)

You:

Forget about me if you haven't. If you already had, good. Then concentrate on your present, not past. He's your main priority, not me. I think its quite good, because of me feeling having a barrier between me and you, leading me not able to be like the way i used to be. This i really cant, i really tried to fufil that promise i promised you, but the barrier is still there, just that feeling. Thousand apologies. Anyway, just forget me, its better, do all of us involved good. Lastly, lastlong.

Now, i just hope that everything will be solved and go according to what I've wanted.

8:45 AM